May 18, 2008 - 8:39 p.m.

Dear Diary,
Things have been moving by so fast lately. I looked back at my last updated entry and it was from last year! A very LONG time ago! I almost seem to forget how to even write in this anymore or know what to say. Things have been up and down for me lately. I've had a lot of health issues that I'm finally just starting to deal with but it's been a long process and one that will continue to take a long time to deal with. My doctor is even confussed and is basically doing things by a process of elimination to try and figure everything out. It's very exhausting and emotionally demanding. More then anything, I just need Alicia right now. I need my best friend...here with me. I miss talking with her and being with her. I miss just being able to have that one on one time where we are able to open up and share everything. I simply miss her!
Life in general though, aside from health issues and missed friendships, have been going pretty good. Greg and I just bought a new bed today! I can't wait until we have it here although it won't arrive until next Sunday. So, I have a week to wait. It's wonderful bed though. A sleigh bed that is. We also got a blanket box, or what some call a hope chest for the base of the bed. After picking everything out we then went to pick out bedding. What a task! It took us, well, mainly me a while to figure things out for what I liked best and would actually go with the bed itself but it's going to look wonderful once it's all set up.
Aunt Brenda's ashes were burried in between both of my grandparents on May 10th. I wasn't able to make it but from what I hear from the rest of the family, it was beautiful. They put her last pair of running shoes in the box with the ashes before placing it in the ground as well since she always wore running shoes! It was a beautiful day. The sun was shinning and family and friends can to re-live her memory. We will all definately miss her. But she'll always be in our thoughts, prayers, and hearts.
I think this is a good place to end for the day. Who knows, maybe this is a good time to begin writing again?
*love always stacy*

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