February 27, 2005 - 8:42 p.m.

Dear Diary,
Contacts made through friends or colleagues, perhaps younger people, might bring new ideas for bettering your home life, STACY. Perhaps a new housemate might want to move in, or you could install some new equipment, or you might even have the chance to move to a roomier place. These are only ideas to be considered, however. Final decisions should wait for a later day. There are still some facts that need to be learned first.
Seeing as how it's been a while since I last wrote and I've been sitting here bored out of my mind for the last oh, hour or so, I figured I would write tonight. I'm all alone in some ways since Greg went to his aunt's tonight for dinner with his dad and Roberta just went in for a bath since she's not feeling well and Gary is downstairs watching tv. As usual, Mike is out somewhere. So that is what I meant by being all alone.
The week seemed to be extremely long. Greg worked all week at his regular job and then was coming home and getting ready to go and work at night with Doug all week so it's been long and lonely. I decided to go home Thursday morning and ended up coming home yesterday afternoon as it gets pretty boring around there with absolutely nothing to do. The week has been an interesting one. An eye-opener at that! Greg and I talked for hours on msn the other night while I was at home. It seems there was a lot that we hadn't necessarily shared with one another so it was nice to have a long talk and although we may have made one another sensitive to certain things, it was nice to be able to get it out in the open and talk to one another about what we were thinking and feeling. It was nice last night to finally get to see him since it had been all week long since we had been together. I stayed at his place last night and this morning was amazing to wake up next to him. It's funny sometimes how you can be apart for an amount of time and it can bring two people closer together. That was what it felt like this morning to be able to wake up with him beside me. I'm not sure if it's just because we didn't see one another all week or what but it felt great. We got up and went out walking to Tim Hortins and sat to have coffee for like an hour or so and then walked back to the apartment. It was kinda cute too becuase Greg actually got off the computer this afternoon to come and watch the movie Beethoven 2nd with me that was being played on tv. *Smiles* It's thoughs kinds of moments that make you feel special inside and make you hold onto the moment for as long as you possibly can. Unfortunately as I was saying earlier, our time together today was cut short as Greg and his dad went out tonight for dinner at his aunts house. Hopefully as planned we will get together tomorrow night once he gets home from work as he isn't working with Doug until later on in the week. I'm off all this week as well for what the college calls study break. So much for a study break though! I'm so swamped with work that I won't have much time for anything else. I have assignments coming every which way out of my ass. I am headed to the daycare on Wednesday as well to do my makeup day for the day I missed when I was sick and could not attend. While I'm there though, I've got to get an observation done on a child for one project and I have to view a preschooler's computer game and write up some things on what it has to offer for learning materials. Plus, my supervisor for the college is coming to observe me at some point throughout the day as the last time she came she only got to see me getting the children ready for our outside play time. It should be quite and interesting day and an interesting week at that. Hopefully I can pace myself pretty good though and get as much as I possibly can, done!
I've been trying to get a hold of Alicia again. Particularly tonight as I have been trying to inform her that I sent her some baby gifts for her early Thursday morning and that they should hopefully be arriving this week assuming that I have packaged them ok. I'm going to give her another quick call here in a few minutes and maybe, just maybe this time I will get through to her. Other then that, it's just been a very busy and emotional week without being with Greg. Hopefully things will begin to feel more normal to me and I can begin to feel more like myself. Maybe we'll get to see more of one another soon. I hope...
*love always stacy*

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