December 09, 2004 - 9:43 p.m.

Dear Diary,
You may feel as if you are trying to put your finger on something that simply doesn't want to stay put, STACY. You are like a kid trying to catch a pigeon in the park. It seems so easy; you are so close to the pigeon. The bird doesn't seem to notice that you are approaching, and then right as you reach out your hands to grab him, the pigeon takes off and flies away. Don't get bent out of shape over this. The pigeon isn't yours to have.
I feel like I'm on cloud number nine right now. I couldn't be more thrilled and excited as I am right now....I just talked with Alicia!!! Yup, its been the longest time since I talked with her and I have been so worried and then tonight I was sitting here thinkging about her since her 21st birthday is on Sunday December 12th and everything so I decided to give it another try calling here (thinking that I would get no where as usual) and for the life of me, I was able to get through and talked with Alicia! Oh man, and dear lord, she's pregnant!!! What the hell! I don't know what to think of that but one thing I do know is that she will be a great, wonderful, loving mother to her baby. I am shocked though. Its been the highlight of my day just hearing from her and hopefully we will be talking more now since I have her number and she has mine. I don't want to lose touch with her again. It will drive me insane. Its too bad that we could only talk for two minutes but unfortunately I wasn't using a phone card and when I don't use one, it costs more to call on the normal phone line. I'll have to pick one up soon. However, I have to get going here as its getting late and I'm at the daycare tomorrow. Its my last day there! I'm really going to miss all the children. *sigh* Anyways, Alicia, if you get around to reading this now that you know that I still write here, know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and that I miss you tons. Love ya darlin'! Take care of yourself and your baby.
*love always stacy*

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