December 06, 2004 - 11:44 a.m.

Dear Diary,
Emotions run high today with you and those around you, including friends, family members, acquaintances, neighbors - you get the idea. Excitement and enthusiasm regarding plans and projects prove to be contagious, STACY, and whatever you're planning to accomplish with a group should run fairly smoothly. You might discover talents that you didn't know you had! Plans for home improvements might be made, and an increase in income is on the horizon.
We've finally got some snow on the ground as of today. Yup, were into December now, 6 days into December to be exact and we are now just finally getting some snow showing on the ground. I can't say I'm thrilled but at least its starting to feel more like December and more like Christmas is coming soon. Stress levels are still high as the semester is coming to an end and with that comes a hundred different assignments that need to be accomplished. AHHH! Anyways, I've got one of them done and plan to hand it in next class, I have another that is 3/4 of the way done and due on Wednesday, and I just got an extension for an extra week to hand in a project that is suppost to be due tomorrow. Crazy! Plus next week we have workshops and tests gallore! AHHH!!! Anyways, I'm going to get through this. I will...I think. I have to. I talked to granny yesterday. Called to wish her a happy birthday. Its been a long time since we last talked since things between mom and her havn't been the best. It gave me hope though and it was so wonderful to talk with her. I miss her. She said that I was more then welcome to come and visit her when I come home for Christmas. I can't wait! I'm a little scared though just because its been so long. Kirk and Carolann told me though that if mom and granny still were not talking by then that they would take me to see her. Hopefully things will be ok. It was weird yesterday though because while talking with granny I was crying and then granny started crying and then when I called mom afterwards, I had mom crying. What a day! I tell ya. Anyways, I can't make this any longer. Class will be starting soon and I've got a project to get handed in. I'll write more soon when life becomes less stressful. Have a great day everyone and give me your strength to get through the next few weeks at the college. Take care!
*love always stacy*

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