November 30, 2004 - 8:50 p.m.

Dear Diary,
Your psychic and spiritual potential could come to your attention today, STACY. You should be doing well financially and feeling at least somewhat secure in that department, so now the question could well be: where do I go from here? Forces outside yourself might drive you towards development of your connection to the higher planes. Even if this seems strange to you, don't fight it. Go with the flow. It's as much a part of life as anything else.
FINALLY! I got on here. I didn't think that it was going to happen at all tonight since the servers were crazily busy and all but at least I'm here and I can finally write. :) That at least lightens my mood to some degree. I havn't got long. I'm about ready to hit the bed for the night. Yes, I realize its only 8:50pm but if you had been walking around in my shoes for the last two days you would understand too. I've been doing homework since the time I got home tonight from the college at 5:30pm up until this very minute. Work is pileing up like crazy and school for this semester is coming to an end quite quickly. Its nuts! It doesn't help either that I have potentially have bronchitous(sp?) Most of the class is sick in fact. I'm trying desperately though to try not to have to result to any meds for this. I'm hoping my body will just fight it on its own. Anyways, things have been more stressful then ever so far this year. I should have expected it and you'd think that I would have but I just kept putting things off and now I'm stressed. I went and saw some of my teachers today. I got a variance form from the one and have an extra week to hand in an assignment. Then our social sciences teacher gave the class an extra two days to hand in our papers for our final assignment. Eh, its better then nothing I guess. Other then that, its been homework, homework, homework and trying to bust my butt to get things done and handed in. Gregs doing fine. He broke the news to me tonight that he's got to work this weekend which in one way is a big bummer since I enjoy spending any time I can with him but in another way I will be doing homework all weekend and he could use the money. So its alright I guess. I'm just hoping that we'll still be able to get together at least Friday night and I'll stay until early Saturday morning when he needs to get up early to leave for work. That will be up to him though and his choice. Geez...my laundry needs to be done too! No time to do it though. Maybe I'll do a load or two between tonight and the weekend and then do the rest on the weekend when I have more time to put into it. As I said earlier, things are just so crazy. I amanged to get my prenatal observation done tonight on the way home from the college on the bus so I typed part of it up and will have my teacher take a look at it tomorrow and I got my last activity planning sheet done for the daycare on Thursday so I got quite a bit done. I'm pleased I guess. *sigh* I need to get going here. Its 9:00 on the dot and my eyes and brain hurts for the day. I'll write more soon. Take care everyone.
*love always stacy*

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