July 11, 2004 - 2:27 p.m.

Dear Diary,

Today it may seem as if people aren't taking things as seriously as you might like them to, STACY. If this is the case, take it as a hint that perhaps you are the one who needs to lighten up. Remember that life is a game and that in the grand scheme of things, we are merely specks of dust floating around in space. Our lives are a blink of an eye in relation to the life of the universe. Don't take yourself so seriously.

As the weekend and week in perticular comes to an end at this point, I thought that I would take the time and give you a little update as to how things have happend since I last wrote. Greg and I are doing great and have got to spend lots of time together this week in the love and care of one another which has been fantastic. Honestly, it was a great experience. Greg was able to buy the game he wanted (Unreal Tournament 2004) which is wonderful. I was able to go downtown to the natural organic herbal store and bought a few things which has made me feel great and I plan to get into that kind of stuff more frequently and look deeper within. It would be nice to be able to grow my own organic plants and herbs and make all sorts of products to sell for profit. We'll see though as time moves on. Friday afternoon, myself, Greg, Mike, Gary and Roberta all went to the movies and say Fahrenheit 9/11 which was just amazing! A real eye opener and I recommend anyone to go and see it. Saturday we were up at 7:30am and headed to Toronto for the day. First to China Town and Kensington Market, Little Italy and the water front. Then for the remander of the day we headed to the Toronto Zoo and spend the day looking at all the sweet animals! Today was our relaxing day and it's almost time for me to depart to head back home and back to work for the week. I'll be back here though next weekend. *winks and smiles* Thats the best entertainment for the week. Spending it with someone I love dearly. Dad called this morning to say that Alicia called yesterday while we were in Toronto and left a message for me on the machine to call her back. She's back at home now with her dad. Honestly, I couldn't be happier. My prayers made way and were answered the way that I wanted them to be. I wanted her to be at home...somewhere that she would be safe and protected and taken care of in the best way possibly. She needed to take care of herself first though and realize that this what was she needed. She needed to get her feet back on the ground and figure things out for herself. I plan to try and call her either tonight to let her know that I got her call and likely again tomorrow when I might be able to get a phone card. I'm just so happy to hear from her after all this time of not knowing anything at all. Very thankful indeed.

The week as you can clearly see has been just wonderful and I couldn't have asked for anything better. As much as I'm not looking forward to going back to work this week after such wonderful holidays, I'm hoping that things will move along faster now and keep my mind set on school and getting a new laptop which has been something I've wanted for a while. I'm sure there will be plently of overtime coming up and I've been thinking that I'll take what I can get to make as much money as possible. We'll see what I'll be able to handle though. Getting up at 4:00am in the morning doesn't really please me too much so we'll take it one day at a time. I've got to go and get Greg up though from his nap. I didn't sleep to sound last night and in that case turned all night which then kept him from sleeping well. He's tired. My little sleepy bear. Love you. Take care everyone. I'll write soon.

*love always stacy*

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