July 06, 2004 - 3:40 p.m.

Dear Diary,

You have a powerful hold on others, STACY. People are almost magnetically attracted to you. Today you will have the objectivity to help the people around you with whatever problems they may be having. For the space of a day, you will float high above human sensation and breathe the purer air of the Gods.

It's been an odd day. Ever since 12:01am this morning. Greg and I got in a fight last night and things upset us both. Things came out though and the best part of all was that we were able to open up to one another and tell eachother what was on our minds and what was going on. Nothing is better then the feeling of being able to open up and share with someone you completely trust and love, your inner most secrets in the middle of the morning on a cold summer evening. Things still feel a little weird but I undertand why. I'm glad things turned out the way that they did. I'm supported and that's a good feeling. Feels nice knowing that I can turn to him for help...

Shauna took flight this morning at exactly 7:30am from Toronto to Calgary. She'll be there until August some time. I found out yesterday and to say the least, I wasn't exactly thrilled. She could have at least phoned or wrote or something. But nothing. Nothing at all. A faceless conversation on msn that just happened to take place. What a way to find out. I told her that I wished her all the best though and that I would support her through this life journey. Expressed to her that she could always count on me and that I would be here waiting for her arrival come August. *Smiles* I also told her that I count on her writing or phoneing and that if she doesn't I won't be happy. It's rather interesting some times to see the way that people turn out and the paths in which the take to find life and accomplish dreams that they set for themselves. It'll be interesting to see what happends though with everyone.

The week so far has been nice and I have been lucky enough to spend my shut down break from work with the one that I most wanted to spend it with. Greg. 10 days away from home and with someone I love and care for. :) Life is great this way! Nothing much has been planned for the week. We're possibly heading to Toronto for a day by taking the train or driving with my parents but whether or not that takes place, I don't know for sure. Tomorrow we're taking a trip to a store that sells organic herbs. I'm extremely excited. Hopefully everything will be relatively cheep in order for me to pick up the things that I truly want most. The weekend will hold for us going to the theatre to see Fahrenheit 9/11. As far as I know, Mike and Gary should be tagging along with us. Mike has already seen it once but wouldn't mind seeing it again. It will definately be somthing to look forward to as I know the reviews have been great and if it's even half of what Michael Moore's other movie is like then it will surely be fantastic. Other then that, nothing much else has been planned. We'll have to see where the week (and the money) takes us.

I guess...not really much else to say for now. Things have been going good and I'm planning to hopefully try and write once a week now on Friday's as a bit of an update of the week and what has taken place. As always though, don't count on it for sure as I myself never know that to expect. Take care everyone and be sure to smile for me.

*love alwyas stacy*

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