December 18, 2003 - 10:43 a.m.

Dear Diary,

Dear STACY,

Love relationships should go especially well right now. A new understanding could be reached at this time between you and a current or potential romantic partner, and a new sense of commitment, security and stability could be reached. The two of you are likely to spend some real "quality" time together today, perhaps alone, perhaps with friends. All in all, STACY, expect an uneventful yet happy and satisfying day. Have fun!

My apologies for having left you guys hanging this past month and not updating or letting anyone know whats all been going on in my life at this time. Everything seems to be so draining and time consuming that I just havn't got around to writing. I know, you deserve a better explaination and more in depth but thats all there is to it and thats all your going to get for now. It seems though that I've been a very busy girl this past month and I'm sure that some of you are eager to find out just what all has been going on. Well first and formost I finally graduated from high school last Friday evening. December 12th. Yup, thats right, December 12th...Alicia's birthday. Thats another thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE! You finally made it to the big 2.0. (20)!!! And I couldn't be any more proud of you. I promise that I will send your birthday/christmas present off to you soon so keep an eye out for it. :) Anyways, back to graduation. It went so well. Greg and his parents came as well as kirk and carolann and everyone met. Nerve racking mind you but it was good. Grad was LONG. I think everyone was falling asleep because it was so long. It was so nice to see everyone there as well who I hadn't seen since back in July! One of my friends finally had her baby...it was a girl! So cute! Kelsey took the train 23 hours from New Brunswick to be there. Faye flew in from British Columbia...oh how wonderful it was to see everyone. I'm gonna miss everyone. The night was so perfect and now I can finally say that I am a high school graduate!

I went to Greg's that weekend and finally just got the chance to relax which was nice. We both had homework to do though. Aside from that though I'm still figureing everything out for college and where I will be next September. I still don't know what program it will be that I want to apply for but to date I'm leaning towards Early Childhood Education. This way I could take that and then if, in a couple of years I still want to be a Midwife then I would have all the courses I need and I could go through for that. Who knows though. Atleast if I do something like that I will have something to fall back on and won't leave myself straggling to find out whats next to come. Its a long process though and one at that which can be so frustrating at time that you just want to give in. I'm moving along though and getting through it. I should have things figured out soon. At least I hope. I guess thats pretty much all that has been happening currently for me.

This past week has been a big shocker for me. It seems like each day I find out something terriblke that sets me of track and gives me a big eye opener. First of all, I found out that granny wasn't doing so well and wasn't feeling great. So bad that she couldn't even make it to graduation and it broke her heart. Next I found out that my friend Beth was admitted back into the hospital after taking a fall which I believe at this point was caused by her anorexia which then lead to seizures and a heart attack. Shes been in there a few weeks but I was just informed of this from her husband Chris the other night. Next, one of my friends friends was killed Sunday night after getting into a fight. Finally, I just head from my dear friend Kelly and she was sent to jail back on July 21st and just got out October 8th. She lost the kids and Brian left her. Her and Brian are facing 13 years...shes not sure when or it at all she will get the kids (Tori, Tanner and Trinity) back. Damn, everything terrible is happening to everyone.

Apart from all of that, its almost Christmas!!!! Only 7 more dadys! I can't wait! I'm looking forward to it. As do I always. Everything is a wee bit heckteck with that and trying to clean the house more (if you could imagine that) and what not else. I've also been trying to get a hold of dear Alicia for however long and I can't for whatever reason. I don't know whats been going on but I really miss her and need to talk to her. Call me Alicia! Anyways, I guess thats my update for now. Not everything that I was planning to include but its an update and thats what counts. Take care everyone and I'll write soon. If I don't before Christmas, well then...

MERRY CHIRSTMAS EVERYONE!

*love always stacy*

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