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Fallen
November 21, 2003 - 10:52 a.m. Dear Diary, Dear STACY, You are in a good position to make major breakthroughs in your life, STACY. Your incredible sensitivity is working to your advantage and giving you insight into things that other people have absolutely no clue about. The good news is that with this sensitivity comes an extra grounding force that is helping you to be more practical in your decisions and rational in regard to your actions. This wonderful combination of forces is helping you attain the success and good fortune you deserve. I just woke up and can't believe that I possibly managed to sleep in this late! Its crazy! I guess that was for making up for this whole week and not being able to sleep very well. Plus getting to sleep at unbelieveably late hours. Last night alone I was still awake at 1:15am and I think that was the last time that I had looked at the clock. When I woke I was about to go back to sleep but decided that I really should get up. Plus, my pills were sitting there waiting for me to take. So I got up. Dad looked at me and said "well, its about time that you got up!" lol. Anyways, Greg just came online so I'm talking to him and listening to "my new favorite song" on repeat! Its amazing. I can't seem to get it out of my head. I suppose I'll put the lyrics on here for all of you to read. I totally recommend downloading this song if you can. Fallen-by Sarah Mclachlan Heaven Bend to take my hand And lead me through the fire Be the long awaited answer To a long and painful fight Truth be told I tried my best But somewhere long the way I got caught up in all there was to offer But the cost was so much more than I could bear Though I've tried I've fallen I have sunk so low I messed up Better I should know So don't come round here and Tell me I told you so We all begin out with good intent When love is raw and young We believe that we can change ourselves The past can be undone But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals In the lonely light of morning In the wound that would not heal It's the bitter taste of losing everything I've held so dear Though I've tried I've fallen I have sunk so low I messed up Better I should know So don't come round here and Tell me I told you so Heaven bend to take my hand I've nowhere left to turn I'm lost to these I thought were friends To everyone I know Oh they turn their heads embarrassed Pretend that they don't see That it's one wrong step one slip before you know it And there doesn't seem away to be revealed Though I've tried I've fallen I have sunk so low I messed up Better I should know So don't come round here and Tell me I told you so I messed up Better I should know So don't come round here and Tell me I told you so So there we go. Thats the lyrics for you. You can list to it on her website as well if you want! As for everything else, I did manage to get quite a lot done yesterday while at home and I took the baby for a walk again yesterday where he fell asleep :) It was great. nice and quiet in the house. So when we got home I just put him straight to bed and let him sleep. Then at 4:50 I decided to wake him up and feed him since I figured he would have probably been hungry. And hungry he was. I have a lot to do today too. Many little things that need to be done. I have to ask dad if there is some paint downstairs in the basement as well so that I can re-paint all of my trim and everything! The second door that I don't use that leads to the front of the house, all the base board trim, the frams around my windows...hmmm, I think that may be it but I'm not sure. I do know though that if there is left over paint and I am allowed to use it that it will be a big job for me. I'm kinda excited though about it. I wish I could find left over wall paper though to do the other walls that have been left undone and still have the other stuff up on them. Ah well. Well, I guess I should go get started on everything. Figure out if dads going out today at all. So, I'll write soon. Bye for now! *love always stacy*
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