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Nervously Scared
November 18, 2003 - 9:25 a.m. Dear Diary, Dear STACY, A partnership that may have been moving steadily forward might suddenly seem to be stalled in its tracks, STACY. This could involve either business or romance. At this time it isn't a good idea to try to pressure your partner towards progress. You would only meet stubborn resistance, which would slow things down more. Grit your teeth, be patient, and let things progress in their own time. They will! I'm feeling nervous this morning...I know I shouldn't but I am and I think it all has to do with the upcoming week ahead of me. I'm suppost to be having more blood taken on the 25th next week and then I have to go back to the doctors on the 28th for the results. I'm so nervous. My stomach is turning right now just as I think about it. I know why my cholesterol was a bit high last time. I read about it at an ED treatment online website the other night and that was listed as one of the related symptoms. I just hope that nothing else appears out of the blue this time. I started to take Xenadrin (Ephedra Free) the other day and Megnesium/Calcium with C and D vitamin pills again in hops that it will do something for me again. I'm desperate. I guess right now there are just a few things that I am really scared about. First of all about having more blood taken, (another three viles full) then finding out the results and finally, whether or not I will have to go back into the hospital for a third round of treatment. :( I guess we'll find out though soon enough. *love always stacy*
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