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Hurting Immensely
November 15, 2003 - 3:04 p.m. Dear Diary, Dear STACY, You may think that only advanced surfers can handle the big waves. How are you ever going to improve your abilities if you don't test your limits and go for the bigger challenges? Today is your day, STACY. Take control of it with both hands and push far beyond your boundaries. You will find validation of the receptive parts of your personality that play key roles in the events of the day. This is one of your fantastic "up" times when you are glowing with passionate radiance that showers light upon the rest of the world. One HELL of a day its been. I havn't been this pissed off in a LONG time and all I want to do right now is go into the kitchen and grab anything breakable. A plate. A cup. A bowl. Anything...and just smash them all right there in front of me. Mom and I are still arguing and today in the car right in front of dad she says to me "God, your such a lier!" It struck me harder then ever. Felt like someone has just stabbed a knife into me and I was slowly dieing. So much for a mom eh? Why do I deserve this? What is it that I have done so terribly wrong to make her so mad at me ALL the time? So much for having a good piecefull day. *love always stacy*
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