October 29, 2003 - 9:35 a.m.

Dear Diary,

Dear STACY,

Emotionally speaking, you may feel as if someone is smacking you in the face, STACY. Don't immediately react by putting up your defenses. You may find that you will do much better if you take a step back and analyze the situation before coming to any conclusions about what is right or wrong. Your feelings are precious, and you should not let others bully you around. At the same time, however, you have no right to bully others.

I'm finally 18! Who would have thought that I would have come this far? Not me! I'll be the first one to admit it. But I'm here and thats what counts. I went to Greg's this weekend and it was amazing! Greg's parents went out and got me these two books, one is a writing book and the other is an actual reading book as well as buying me a cake. It was so sweet of them. I didn't expect it and certainly didn't deserv to get all of that from them. I am very thankfull though. Greg also took me out to dinner and it was very nice. :) I enjoyed it a lot! Later that night I cut Greg's mom's hair for her again. I hope she liked it. It looked alright to me I guess. Sunday was spent at home with everyone. Kirk, Carolann, and Granny all came over so that we could celebrate my birthday as well as moms when everyone could be there. It was alright. Kinda sucks that I had to celebrate my birthday with my mom but such is life. We did the usual, eat dinner, have cake, open presents. Then everyone left. Pretty simple I guess. So monday (the 27th) was my actuall birthday and I did nothing but sit around all day in my pajama's on the couch watching day time tv. Yesterday was moms birthday and we went out to Kitchener to the mall to look around. All I got was a water bottle for Ellie. She needed it. Which reminds me...I might be getting another rabbit or a guinea pig. I'm not quite sure yet and have to work some things out first before anything happends but I'm leaning towards another rabbit but this time a holland lop. I want a male but dad says no males in the house so we'll see. Today its official...seven months and counting for Greg and I. Where's the time gone? Answers to this are welcome. It feels so right though. And I couldn't be happier. :)

I talked to Alicia last night and things are all screwed up again. Things are in one big mess and now she can't make it here for graduation. At least not by plane that is. The both of us have got to call the local train and bus stations to find out how much it will be to travel from December 6th until the 15th. Hopefully it isn't too much at all! I'm really hoping that there is some way to get her here. I'm really upset today though. It sucks. It would just be nice if everything would go my way for once. Just once. Its so frustrating. :(

*love always stacy*

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