September 22, 2003 - 9:42 a.m.

Dear Diary,

Dear STACY,

A social event involving a number of business associates, as well as some close friends, could bring fresh ideas your way - pointing you towards new directions for the future. Your material and spiritual goals might come under discussion, STACY, and open your eyes to previously unnoticed opportunities. Communication with those near to you is clearer than usual. This may prove very beneficial, as increased understanding can bring you closer together. Enjoy!

Its been a while now hasn't it? I know. You don't even have to remind me. *shrugs* The past few weeks have been long...and draining. I went two weeks ago and got all my blood work done. I got the results back last week as well from our family doctor which told me that everything came back ok and they said that I looked really good and healthy but my cholesterol is up and they want to monitor it and make sure everything is ok with it. Then I was told that the doctor would talk to me more about it on my next visit. So that was all fine. I had a bruise on my arm where the three viels of blood were taken from for a little over a week and then finally it went away. Last tuesday I was sent up to the hospital for everything...didn't go so great. I couldn't even walk my way out of the hospital when I was ready to leave so dad had to wheel me out in a wheel chair right out to the car. It'll be a week tomorrow since I was in the hospital and things still aren't looking up for me. I still can't walk the greatest and I'm in a lot of pain. My next doctors appointment is tomorrow and then he can tell me whats going on and what will happen next or take place. My only concern at this time is that I will have to be sent back up to the hospital and thats NOT what I want. We'll see what the prognosis is tomorrow morning and then began to plan what to do next and how to handle it.

Because of everything that took place in the hospital last tuesday I wasn't able to go out at all throughout the week so yesterday was my first day out of the house. Greg came in the morning to pick me up and we went back to his place for the day. I can't tell you how nice it was to be out in the world. I felt bad though because Greg and I couldn't do too much. I had a hard time walking and it had been the first time that I had a pair of shoes on other then for about 30 minutes on Saturday inside that the house. It was nice to spend my day with him though. I havn't been able to sleep in my own room either. I've been sleeping in the spare room down stairs on the main floor all week. My abilities on the stairs are getting better mind you but I still get worried. At first I would get really dizzy going up or down the stairs and therefor had to sit and work my way down on by butt. Other then that though, things have been slow around here for me. Its like learning to do something for the first time all over again.

I woke this morning and dad was just leaving. He was just about to get into his truck when I yelled at him to get his attention and then he came in to say goodbye to me and left. Its raining today too so it will be peacefull. I may do some writing today and read some more of a book I started reading last night before bed. Pretty boring around here now isn't it? So thats a short update for now. Hope everone is doing good. I miss everyone. Take care!

*love always stacy*

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