September 09, 2003 - 10:49 a.m.

Dear Diary,

Dear STACY,

You may find yourself feeling extra passionate today, STACY, so don't be surprised if you take things to extremes even more than usual. There is apt to be an added spark of aggression within you that is working to help keep you in control of every situation. Remember, however, that you must be prepared to receive whatever you dish out. There is a warring instinct in everyone that is likely to emerge on a day like this.

So, I woke up again this morning bright an early again at 7:00 and decided to try to go back to sleep but there was no way that that was going to happen so at 7:20, I finally got out of bed, threw a t-shirt on over-top of my tank-top, grabbed my pills and a bottle of water, sucked thoughs back and made my way downstairs to the bathroom where I then took a pee and weighed myself and to my amazement...I've lost weight! Only 2 1/2 pounds so far but I've only been on these new pills since Saturday. Thats only four days including today but I don't think that in a whole 30 seconds the pill I took this morning would have already taken effect so basically only three days. I couldn't be happier. I'm staying on these baby's for a LONG time as long as the weight loss continues. I was going to go and get all my tests done today and get dad to take me but he had to go into work early this morning and he as well had some running around to go and do before hand so today was out of the question. I went with him ealier this morning and then we came home and relaxed for a little while and then I saw him off to work. So now, tonight I can't wat anything and tomorrow morning likely between 10:00 and 10:30 dad is taking me up and get the tests all done and out of the way. Dad thinks that all together they will have to take about four viles full of blood. Possibly more. He doesn't seem them taking any less either but you never know. Hopefully it won't take very long either to get my test results back. Then I go to the hospital on the 16th which I believe is next Tuesday, so a week from today. And then I go back to the doctor on the 23rd which is then another week away from the 16th. So many things to keep track of all at once.

Well, I've finally got all my online course information and have read through all of module 1 but I can't go any farther yet since at the end of module 1 there is the first assignment and I can't complete it yet because I don't have all of my icons on my desktop yet which the website hasn't sent. They say that if I don't have them all up and running by the end of this week then to email them back again to let them know and they will get everything sorted out for me. So for now, I'll have to write everything done on paper and then type it out on the computer and email it to my instructor as he/she wants it. Such a long and frustrating process for such a small and simple little thing. Other then that, my day will be spent by working on the "paper" part of my online course, working out later on this afternoon (I'm thinking for today either yoga or pilates) and then cleaning my room and spending time with Ellie...perhaps I should clean out her cage for her today. We'll see. Hope everyone is having a great day.

*love always stacy*

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